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February Photo Fest 2018 - reading back

Not so long ago I used to write a lot, plan it and write it, dream it and write it, feel it and write it...I am sure you get the point.  suddenly, one day I stopped - like many other things
I've been home this week, doing NOTHING...watching tons of shows, movies, cleaning the same spots and making the same messes to clean them again. a circle each day
2 beautiful days went by this week and I just looked outside and opened windows to circulate the air around the apartment.
but today... I looked at some of my notebooks and writings...and I realized, i don't want it to be like it used to be, but I want it to be better, a better version of what I used to be not so long. I've been told this is due to hormones and unfortunately there is not a medication out there that can help at the moment...I am battling this on my own, with meditation, and regrettably the fact that my safe haven is my home, I want to be in all day long unless I have to go to work.
I need to go back to my not…
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